Dido---life for rent

 

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...

 

Happy birthday lar!

 

I am officially 27 now. Not big difference .....Got messenge from my mum and daddy 2 mits before 12:00. The two most of important persons for me 

Wake up........Hum ,another day! Dear god! when can i get my visa?  When is the end of this bloody WAITING?

"be good,be bad, just be youself" I really like this words from "CK be". I was dreaming to be a person can be myself since i was little girl!. However,the truth is i live in the world , i can't just simply be myself. I have to adjust myself to suit for the job, for lover,for ............. I am tired. wanna be myself. 

你离去那天忽然倾盆大雨 忘记关的窗湿一地 今天的天气是云淡风清 彷佛不记得那一季湿湿的雨季 人总要试著学习 往好的地方走下去 别总是在原地 听到朋友谈起你的消息 这段时间你的生活有高也有低 那离开我的原因 已经变成你的伴侣 我只是你的过去 我只是你一段过去 虽然还继续想你 听起来连自己都觉得太煽情 虽然还依旧爱你 看起来又嫌多余 你离去那天忽然倾盆大雨 忘记关的窗湿一地 love! when you come with the burning lamp of pain in your hand i can see your face and know you as bliss 从此我让四周阳光充裕 喔~喔~喔~喔~ 只是记忆里那一扇窗外 还没放晴

多年前，一遍一遍得听这首歌。

失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你
伤越痛就是爱越深
我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸
每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑
忘了所有烦心
我把你紧紧拥入怀里
捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界
你就是我唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离
我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福国度
你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你
我真的爱的就是你

退给你的信只留下最后一封
淡淡笔迹你熟悉的温柔
请别介意我会将信纸好好收着
当我需要你关怀的时候
走过夏日街头还是想牵你的手
好想听到一句温暖的问候
虽然我们说好了还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络
爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮没你拥抱
爱你不是两三天
一眨眼心就能沉淀
你是否想念我喔
还是像我只和寂寞作朋友
担心你没有好好的过
又怕你已经忘记了我
刚刚分手像告别很久
还想为你做些什么

难得半日闲，听听电脑里那些老掉牙核酸掉牙的老歌。 想哭。每首歌都有一些故事在背后，也都会让我想起一些人。人们说，“easy come ,easy go!"  我做不到。朋友，旧的爱人，也许他们想不到，这么多年后，曾经的一个微笑或是心动都会让我今天坐在这里想很久。自己对自己说：已经不是十七而是二十七了。太矫情了吧。

 

清理一下吧，我的电脑和心情，删东西。可是，情歌还是老的好。